HAHAHAHA. tonight, i am just so random. i had this unbelievable urge to study...so i got my fundamentals of nursing volumes 1 and 2 books, my health assessment book..read, memorized, and took down notes. Father, ganto po ba ang nanyayari sa mga mabubuting bata? hahaha, AY LAB YOU PO.sobra. sana lahat ng mga kaibigan ko, kahit mga di ko kilala eh ganto ka-feeler mag aral.even more. at least my benefits, di po ba? nako Lord, salamat po sa buhay kong to.kahit po sa buhay ng lahat ng mga taong mahal at kilala ko. ang bait bait Niyo po.pano ba makabalik ng utang ng loob. Kayo na po bahala saken, basta mag papagamit lang po ko sa Inyo.yes! exciting.hahaha! :) salamat po, grabe.salamat lang po talaga. :) eh ayun.feel ko magtagalog. kaya ito:
ansaya ko lang, alam mo yun..ung tipong napapangiti ako kasi sa crisis, actually plural, kaya crises eh...un nga, despite being in these situations, i still manage to have a sit & relax and ponder on God's promises. grabeeee! i can really feel Him working in my life. sobrang felt ko presence Niya, almost tangible. Ewan, sarap sa pakiramdam ng may Diyos. grrr.bat ba ang daming mga taong hindi makontento sa anong meron sila. sabi nga sa text: "if you've got God, you've got Everything you need." mahirap bang intindihin yon? haaay! Father, please use me to make You be known to other people...in whatever ways.pleeeaaase! in Jesus' name.Amen. edi ba ansaya mabuhay ng may peace of mind kahit anong hirap ng sitwasyon. naman oh!! faith in action men.please naman, magpagamit ka sa Diyos. nako, i tell you. ansaya!!! :)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i love the feeling.sana ganto lagi ^^, eh, hindi lang saken.pero sa lahat.LAHAT!!:) wee.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Friday, June 3, 2011
in the idle hours of the night. . .
Just finished reading the first fifteen chapters of Job. Truly it is comforting and motivating to know that a man like Job endured adversity. I pray that everyone will be like him when tested by trials.
In my present condition, I have learned to know my God even more. I remember a fact pointed out by the speaker at church several Sabbaths ago: "The more we know God, the more we trust Him; and the more we trust Him, the more we seek Him."
In my more-than-a-year of Bible self study, I have known my God maybe not completely, but more than enough to mold myself into the person I am today. Through the dreadful experiences He allowed to come to my life and my family's, I have felt Him working in my life.
And I admit through those experiences, I have been playing chess with the devil, too. He works his ways to put me down and many times do I lose and almost give up. But I let the hands of the Almighty handle; still in my sinful nature, maybe not win against the devil, but standing up after every fall. The game's not over anyway.
I honestly don't know how to thank God for refining me into someone responsible. I feel like I am not a good child to Him. I have always been asking Him to use me, make me wise and give me strength. It has been a prayer to at least direct one lost soul to God, through my efforts, by His grace, His power and His will. And if this happens, surely it will continue all the days of my life. I just want to give back everything to Him and I feel I haven't given much yet.
And with this crisis going on in my life, passing through the hole of the needle in my every day struggles, I can confidently say my God is with me. And what more can I offer, but my service and my life for Him and others.
That's why I'm thankful for the heartbeats and for the breaths each person I know takes, it means that God isn't finished with them too.
I believe this is the turning point of my life: to know God. Because knowing who He is, is already discovering my purpose.
In my present condition, I have learned to know my God even more. I remember a fact pointed out by the speaker at church several Sabbaths ago: "The more we know God, the more we trust Him; and the more we trust Him, the more we seek Him."
In my more-than-a-year of Bible self study, I have known my God maybe not completely, but more than enough to mold myself into the person I am today. Through the dreadful experiences He allowed to come to my life and my family's, I have felt Him working in my life.
And I admit through those experiences, I have been playing chess with the devil, too. He works his ways to put me down and many times do I lose and almost give up. But I let the hands of the Almighty handle; still in my sinful nature, maybe not win against the devil, but standing up after every fall. The game's not over anyway.
I honestly don't know how to thank God for refining me into someone responsible. I feel like I am not a good child to Him. I have always been asking Him to use me, make me wise and give me strength. It has been a prayer to at least direct one lost soul to God, through my efforts, by His grace, His power and His will. And if this happens, surely it will continue all the days of my life. I just want to give back everything to Him and I feel I haven't given much yet.
And with this crisis going on in my life, passing through the hole of the needle in my every day struggles, I can confidently say my God is with me. And what more can I offer, but my service and my life for Him and others.
That's why I'm thankful for the heartbeats and for the breaths each person I know takes, it means that God isn't finished with them too.
I believe this is the turning point of my life: to know God. Because knowing who He is, is already discovering my purpose.
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