U-Turn

I stopped writing in my diary 2 months ago. All because of pain from a person who I thought was worthy of my love, and grief when my dearest grandmother died. I have sworn never to write in that diary again. A writer like me, when hurt is haunted by many words similar to "torment." My thoughts were filled with agony, and I was too scared to put it down in words. So I've decided to stop my habit that has been going on for three years.

But tonight, realizing that GOD allows U-Turns, I've finally decided to write again. It's like summarizing the whole day in a sheet of paper; and once again I've felt the love for writing. Expressing my feelings through paper and pen, or online blogging has made me wise. It has somehow become a refuge. Just like a friend, ever willing to listen.

There is just one thing I told myself, that when I end my entry, I should make sure that the presence of God is felt. Someday, if I am able and if it is God's will, then I can write a book. . .

a book inspired by my own story.